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December 25th, 2009
02:20 pm
merry christmas(:
yes, im very happy that it's christmas! present, gathering and fun(:
but does everyone knows the true story of christmas? knwo whose birthday it is?
wonder why we celebrate?
god did answer my prayers ytd. amazingly, it had nvr happen that so many people acceptable.
and that joy within my heart was just so much:D
it made me thought back a few years ago when i accepted christ.
and how i tried to run away.
and somehow, im coming back.
thank you god.
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December 20th, 2009
12:24 pm
stop being so suck up to me. im not the type of girl whom like peple to be suck up to be.
so can you please just f*ck off. you're irritaing.
p/s: i dun like you. move along-.-
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December 19th, 2009
11:36 pm
i hasnt done a proper update for a long long time. and my lj is seriously DYING-.-
work had.. been... horrible?
horrible manager. guailan customers, damn long working hours, standing parade-.-
but i got really really nice working people:D
they really treated me like little girl:D but kind of.. happy that.. i didnt have to continue work:D
i've been going to outings with friends and shopping and stuff.
escape on tuesday. and i bet i nvr want to take pirate ship AGAIN-.- and neither do i want to go into haunted house 2 AGAIN-.- esp with a group of guys who leaves me walking in front-.- but i had a great time:D
playing mini bowl, eating at fish and co and stuff. really enjoyed myself.
yet i felt something weird, something which i shouldnt felt at all.
wednesday had been rotting day, i had been a good girl and i stayed at home:S
bored.. to.. death.
went for piano. played with baby:D
then thursday.
i swear i will nv step into facial again-.- went shopping with grandma.. BORING.
and i fell sick-.-
friday.. lets not talk about it.
spoils mood.
thanks thomas.i was on the verge of crying after i got so angry-.-
went for shopping spree:D
In 1 hour plus, i spend $36 buying 3 shirt and 2 shorts:D
and i was very happy about it!
today, went out with mummy, shopping again:D
happy happy:D
i bought.. colourful undies:D
heh! it was on sales!
and i change the stupid LJ skin! fits christmas! and i really love it! :D
i feel really dumb.i feel really dumb.
grow up wend!you arent young anymore.15 next year.
and now im really worried about how am i going to make it through chinese i levels next year-.-
cos i got a feeling im gonna get either a E8 or not worst F9-.-
but i really wanna get into child physco and ealy education, im going gah gah ovr that course!
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December 14th, 2009
05:24 pm
okays. this song by carol really sang out what i really felt.
I've been living without you
Life now doesnt seem so right
Ive been crying all these nights
Baby, cant we start anew?
I need you to hold me
Through nights that I cant see
The thunderstorming nights
Youll be there against my frights
So please
Come back to me
Ill love you, endlessly
Baby please I need you, here with me
Oh baby please
Come back to me
I miss your big bear hugs
Your shirt every time Ill tug
Those sweet short little kisses?
All those, Ive sure missed it
I dont wanna go away
Living each day, comes what may
Ill give you all you need
All these, baby, I promise.
hmmmm. sometimes, things really wun undo. i really hope, really hope... you know.
but ultimately impossible.
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December 12th, 2009
08:59 pm
i feel that i shouldnt even existed in this world at all.
it sucks it really does.
yet no one to rant at.
p/s: christopher wong! can you stop enjoying your holidays at hong kong and come back please.
argh. cos there's no one with me. and i feel horrible.
Current Music: lucky
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December 11th, 2009
08:51 pm
friendship sucks.
what is trust.
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December 7th, 2009
09:57 am
i want to tell someone, im sorry.
也许有一天，我真的可以把你放下，但是，现在我只请求，不要再有一个人来被我伤害。
我不知道我还不还在你的心中，但是，我希望你会快乐，把不开心的事情给我来承受。你去过你的生活
因为，我会默默地在一旁，天天为你祈祷，希望你会快乐。
因为，我依然没忘记你，而还在。。。
爱着你。
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December 5th, 2009
11:15 pm
sometimes, i really hope to be more than just a friend to you.
maybe it takes time. but i just want to be a good friend, i no need to be best friend with you.
first time, beside luocheng, i have wanted someone to be more than a friend.
cousin is still my bestie:D
i really hope that you will cheer up, i dunno what it is. but still..24/7 for you.
maybe i have been lending my ears to too many people, sometimes i do need their ears too.
the house feels so empty. so cool outside.
hais.
i miss you, i really really do.
i've nvr been lonely with you by my side, now i do feel it.
hitting me hard this time.
someone asked if i still love you, i didnt know what to answer.
if i said no, i would be lying.if i say yes, im not true to my heart.
sigh.if just one day you would be back.
thats my christmas wish, all i want for christmas is you.
and all i want for my birthday is you.
i don't ask for anything, i dun even ask for a nice home, all i want is to have you right beside me.
but, let tha be a unfufilled wish. i know it would never come true.
lord, would you be my lamp, guide me along and bring be through my dark times.
thank you lord, in jesus name, amen
Current Mood:  wishful
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December 3rd, 2009
10:34 am
我不怕风 不怕冷 带给我不完美
只要我还懂得怎样去给
我迎着风 迎着冷 穿越所有伤悲
只要能擦掉你眼中的泪
it's has been 1 month.
30 days.
so how have i been feeling? trying so hard to numb myself from pain?
i did drank quite abit during class chalet.
but actually, i wasnt drunk was i?
actually i dunno, elroy said i was, but i felt so blur ytd.
so what has alcohol did to numb the pain? nothing.
and you didnt know how i feel.
i don't know if one day you are going to read this, but i doubt so.
who matters to you, im just a friend.
for the past 1 month, i did have thoughts of just ignoring you and get on with life, just to make you disappear from my life.
but i cant.
喜欢一个人多久，就要用一样的时间来忘记他。
maybe giving me another 8 months, that would just happen.
so what if i cry? so what if im hurt? so what if im in pain.
did it matter to you?
no, it doesnt. i tried so hard to hide all my feelings.
有时候，我真的很累很累。我也不知道要怎么样，我才会好过一些。
但是，虽然我会喜欢别人，但是想告诉你，你是我唯一爱的一个，在这个时候，也没人再可以代替你的地位了。
因为你的名字，你的脸，你的习惯，你每一样事情，每一个东西，每个小细节，都已经深深的刻印在我的脑海里了。
Current Mood:  drunk
Current Music: replay
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